Creating magic on a lonesome shore

Along the shores of that lonesome beach, 

Marks in the crystal sand under my feet,

I gaze away but my sight doesn't reach

The eyes of the one that i wish to meet.

Reflecting on the top of the stormy sea,

Catching a glance of how I seems  to be,

Stepping down memory lane starting to see

This special reflection in his eyes of me.

From the depths of clear lights in his eyes,

Mirroring back a smiling gracious beauty,

Someone I am in presence of his gaze only,

Without, my value vanishes I become empty.

While listening to this lonely silent melody,

Wondering whether he misses me dearly?

Missing him drowning in sweet melancholy,

Lost and trapped in insecurity completely.

Entangled in his perfume's reminiscence,

I keep missing him like moon misses sky,

Or the way stars are missing the nights

But even if it hurts I cannot say goodbye.

Cause over the mountains, lands and hills,

When i'm alone and there’s no life left to live,

Remembering my heart shatters and bleeds,

There he comes and makes me still believe.

Far away on my own at this lonesome shore,

I'm part of something special that's just our.

He makes me feel that I'm capable of more

We're creating magic not settling till we own.

A glimpse of memory

Tonight I let my feelings run wild,

I think of you,

I close my eyes

Open my heart to the magic lane of memory,

Precious vulnerability of emotions of the past.

In the vanilla scented candle light,

I start to dance 

I’m on your side

Embrace you slowly as moving in harmony to

Gracious lyrical melody of pianos of the times.

Listening to the language of hearts,

I start to feel,

And  grow to know

That while the song last you are only mine,

Unconscious truth of a long lost night of past.

Shining together in world’s mystery

I’m your princess

And you’re my star

Creating together a once in a lifetime story,

Specious beauty of two hearts of timeless time.

But I gently have to open my eyes

There is no princess

And there is no star

Leaving my fragile reminiscences all behind

Anxious dreaming  to see it true one time in life.

Holding stars in your palms

In the crystal darkness by the river side

I saw you standing and so I tried to hide.

Lonely, with your hands open towards

the sky so clear like a real piece of art.

As the moon reflected on the river top

I gracefully watched you, couldn’t stop.

You shined with peace as all the stars

from above all gathered in your palms.

You were holding light gracious as ever

 then you smiled , i won’t forget, never.

So i walked close to fall in love with you

and closed my eyes as i sae you did too.

You held my hand, kissed me just in case

 i’d disappear so you kept me in embrace.

Your voice was like a melody saying to me

 Now we can be whatever we want to be.

You kept a star and gave me another one

our destiny joint before the moment’s gone.

In hope and pure love i lived that night

but times has passed and nothing’s right.

The light is gone, and the heart is empty

you’re not to find and tears are plenty.

So i went back one last time to the river

just to find that there’s no more glitter.

In the haunting darkness of the river side

I saw you standing and i didn’t try to hide.

You stood with her lifting your hands high

to the sky, forgotten me in this lonely  cry.

And then you looked deep into my eye.

holding the stars in your hands saying bye.

But don’t forget that you’re holding starts in your palms!

Cause he is the light tonight

My emotions fly on wing’s of timeless time

dispersing soundless confessions of mine.

At midnight at shadow of crescent moon,

my secret words come out of their cocoon,

leading me into this fearless dreamy mime...

as i think of him cause he is the light tonight.

My soul starts dancing to slow harp melody

lifting me gracious when around is nobody.

At this moment of true wonder and sparkle ,

in my heart rebirths a small sentiment parcel,

covering my eyes in blithe losing track of agony...

as i think of  him cause he is the light tonight.

Twinkling of stars illuminates the sky around,

dead roses of love turn to red on the ground.

In time of darkness my feelings turn lyrical, 

in harmony  happens a long overdue miracle,

i see my angle to realise i’ve been finally found...

as i think of him cause he is the light tonight.

Painless longing disappears suddenly in the air,

when vanilla fragrance spreads around my hair.

The crystal tears from my face slowly fade away,

while i’m taken by hand and  kept from astray,

walking side by side with my desire’s angel in care...

as i think of him cause he is the light tonight.

Magic bond forming tonight

Standing in my room’s dim light

Watching the sky catching a sight

As stars are dancing up there high.

Knowing that special someone is

Just somewhere far away tonight.

Crystal pearls the stars that shine

Across the blueness called skyline

Making every little thing purely fine.

Thinking of him standing so bright

In the peace that’s spread tonight.

Beams lighting the sky in harmony

When owls sing a midnight melody

Late night butterflies dancing only.

Lifting my hand up above to write

Lullabies so he can see them tonight.

Slow wind blowing simply around

Linking our emotions that are found

Making it all feel like a magic bound.

Swinging away with a smile so right

Going to bed finally happy tonight.

true love ( or how i wish to be loved)

I was there and it was a perfect summer night..just as perfect as i always imagined it to be. I was so happy i could barely walk on the earth i felt like i have wings and i could fly...fly above everything and everyone without letting anything or anyone hurt me anymore. She was right there besides me and i could finally hold her hand. The soft skin on the back of her hand reminded me of a child’s cheek. I was holding her hand gently and nothing else mattered. I knew that i will never have this feeling ever. That no one else could give me this feeling in this entire world. She had that girly smile on her face and it looked like she finally feels happy. 

We were sitting on the grass, her hand in mine and we were watching the stars. She was looking up at the sky and i was looking at her. She was so beautiful she sparkled in the night just like a star. She was my star. I couldn’t help staring at her, analyzing every little part of her face. Seeing the sweetness and beauty shine on her. She realised i was looking at her..well i was rather staring. She looked at me and asked if everything is okay. I stared back at her, looked deep into her eyes realising i can see the whole world in them, i can see the past, present and what’s more important the future. 

As the light chilly breeze was playing with her brownish golden hair i could see a reflection of myself in her eyes, a reflection of who i am when she looks at me, the person i always been searching for. I don’t think i ever felt that much love for anyone ever. I didn’t want anything else just stay there holding her hand and admiring her blink from time to time forever. i couldn’t sense the moments stepping into the past, all i could feel was eternity...that i will love her always and forever. I didn’t know how she felt. I’ve been terrified to ask her because that was a dream in the middle of the cruel reality and i didn’t want to wake up ever.  By this time she was gazing at the blue velvet sky again. 

She lifted up her other hand and showed me the most shinny star...she told me how she’d love to be on it and look down from it and watch the people and countries, watch the sunset and sunrise, the seasons changing, lovers walking, people growing old and children getting born. I watched the enthusiasm on her face as she told me all that and i couldn’t help but smile. Her innocence was precious. It totally charmed me, made me want to be around her and forget the whole cruelty of the world out there. She stopped talking and took some deep breaths from the chilly air around us as she lifted her head up to the sky again. I closed my eyes and smiled with every little piece of my heart. I could feel her slowly laying her head on my shoulder and i put my arms around her. Each of her simple movements was gracious and beautiful. It felt like a miracle. I can still recall the moments when i didn’t open my eyes just enjoyed the way her hair gently touches my face as the wind blows. Every time her hair flew in the wind i could inhale the sweet scent of her perfume. A fragrance i will never forget, mystic, charming yet innocent. Just like her. The delicate odour totally froze me and i had to lay a little closer not to lose track of it. I laid my head on hers and i kissed it. She was in my arms now and i could sense that she was feeling safe. 

We stood like that for hours. We didn’t move at all just stood quietly observing the world around us. I was the happiest person alive in that night as i had her near me enjoying the simple fact of having close the angel i loved from all my soul. I sang to her for a little while some slow melody and she snuggled a little closer, eventually she fell asleep in my arms. I couldn’t stop guarding her sleep. She looked amazingly peaceful in my arms like she always belonged there. I stood awake all night long holding her like a child holds their most precious toy or teddy. With grace and care not to broke her or hurt her. The sun started shining across the landscape with gorgeous reddish orange lines when she opened her eyes and looked at me, she seemed surprised of me still keeping her close. She kissed my cheek and we watched the sunrise together. The emotional closeness and harmony i felt with her was unrealistic and it made me feel like i’m dreaming and will wake up soon.