Autumn on the hill

When time for the first autumn leaves comes to fall down;

And as they spread colour around every garden’s lawn;

I sit and stare from the top of the highest hill, from miles

And I catch a glimpse of some of your sweet and true smiles,

Smiles that can brighten my day and warm my soul for hours.

When time for the chilly wind comes to play with our hair

And it keeps us cold as I stare at you and my heart meets her pair.

No wonder, as your gaze meets mine, I shiver with all my parts,

Shiver like those autumn leaves on all the trees that are around

Or graciously fall from height making no sound hitting the ground.

When time for the season’s unfriendly, cold rain comes to pour;

And the beauty of the world’s nature becomes from pure all sour;

I now stand on the top of this hill ready to run towards you,

Towards you, my dream, who brightens my day and warms my soul

Because letting you get away would make me nothing but a fool.

When time for nature comes at autumn to turn into copper brown;

And all there is just seems in depths of sorrow to sink and drown;

I’m halfway there to meet my heart’s only desire on this special night,

On this special night when magic becomes alive and we’ll never be apart,

Cause you are my only and I am your one and that in my heart gets carved.

When time for night’s darkness again comes to fall on the town;

And all the lights go out and just magic lights up the sights around;

I finally reach the bottom of the hill and all the roads are narrow,

I’m not miles away from you and there is no more gloom or sorrow

As I reach you and in your arms in safeness I believe a miracle i’ve found.

Creating magic on a lonesome shore

Along the shores of that lonesome beach, 

Marks in the crystal sand under my feet,

I gaze away but my sight doesn't reach

The eyes of the one that i wish to meet.

Reflecting on the top of the stormy sea,

Catching a glance of how I seems  to be,

Stepping down memory lane starting to see

This special reflection in his eyes of me.

From the depths of clear lights in his eyes,

Mirroring back a smiling gracious beauty,

Someone I am in presence of his gaze only,

Without, my value vanishes I become empty.

While listening to this lonely silent melody,

Wondering whether he misses me dearly?

Missing him drowning in sweet melancholy,

Lost and trapped in insecurity completely.

Entangled in his perfume's reminiscence,

I keep missing him like moon misses sky,

Or the way stars are missing the nights

But even if it hurts I cannot say goodbye.

Cause over the mountains, lands and hills,

When i'm alone and there’s no life left to live,

Remembering my heart shatters and bleeds,

There he comes and makes me still believe.

Far away on my own at this lonesome shore,

I'm part of something special that's just our.

He makes me feel that I'm capable of more

We're creating magic not settling till we own.

A glimpse of memory

Tonight I let my feelings run wild,

I think of you,

I close my eyes

Open my heart to the magic lane of memory,

Precious vulnerability of emotions of the past.

In the vanilla scented candle light,

I start to dance 

I’m on your side

Embrace you slowly as moving in harmony to

Gracious lyrical melody of pianos of the times.

Listening to the language of hearts,

I start to feel,

And  grow to know

That while the song last you are only mine,

Unconscious truth of a long lost night of past.

Shining together in world’s mystery

I’m your princess

And you’re my star

Creating together a once in a lifetime story,

Specious beauty of two hearts of timeless time.

But I gently have to open my eyes

There is no princess

And there is no star

Leaving my fragile reminiscences all behind

Anxious dreaming  to see it true one time in life.

Holding stars in your palms

In the crystal darkness by the river side

I saw you standing and so I tried to hide.

Lonely, with your hands open towards

the sky so clear like a real piece of art.

As the moon reflected on the river top

I gracefully watched you, couldn’t stop.

You shined with peace as all the stars

from above all gathered in your palms.

You were holding light gracious as ever

 then you smiled , i won’t forget, never.

So i walked close to fall in love with you

and closed my eyes as i sae you did too.

You held my hand, kissed me just in case

 i’d disappear so you kept me in embrace.

Your voice was like a melody saying to me

 Now we can be whatever we want to be.

You kept a star and gave me another one

our destiny joint before the moment’s gone.

In hope and pure love i lived that night

but times has passed and nothing’s right.

The light is gone, and the heart is empty

you’re not to find and tears are plenty.

So i went back one last time to the river

just to find that there’s no more glitter.

In the haunting darkness of the river side

I saw you standing and i didn’t try to hide.

You stood with her lifting your hands high

to the sky, forgotten me in this lonely  cry.

And then you looked deep into my eye.

holding the stars in your hands saying bye.

But don’t forget that you’re holding starts in your palms!

Cause he is the light tonight

My emotions fly on wing’s of timeless time

dispersing soundless confessions of mine.

At midnight at shadow of crescent moon,

my secret words come out of their cocoon,

leading me into this fearless dreamy mime...

as i think of him cause he is the light tonight.

My soul starts dancing to slow harp melody

lifting me gracious when around is nobody.

At this moment of true wonder and sparkle ,

in my heart rebirths a small sentiment parcel,

covering my eyes in blithe losing track of agony...

as i think of  him cause he is the light tonight.

Twinkling of stars illuminates the sky around,

dead roses of love turn to red on the ground.

In time of darkness my feelings turn lyrical, 

in harmony  happens a long overdue miracle,

i see my angle to realise i’ve been finally found...

as i think of him cause he is the light tonight.

Painless longing disappears suddenly in the air,

when vanilla fragrance spreads around my hair.

The crystal tears from my face slowly fade away,

while i’m taken by hand and  kept from astray,

walking side by side with my desire’s angel in care...

as i think of him cause he is the light tonight.

When lights go out tonight

The light of the candle suddenly dies

And silent darkness all around you flies.

Reflection of emotions of what has been

and what’s not there, those that mean

nothing but much to only you in there

soul that has been lost not knowing where.

Streetlamp marks contour of your face

And the night’s pain takes you in embrace.

Remnants of those memories of long lost

angelic innocence, haunt you that almost

make you lose your breath unconsciously

gasping for air to lift yourself up to slowly fly.

Flashlight shows a strange world being part

Of sweet dreams tonight to host your heart. 

Hopes that vanished under life’s Dark Knight

reappear in illusions and you  without fight

accept them true and blind to lead you now

 silently on that mystery path no matter how.

A magical path is sparkling away and ahead

And with your eyes closed  a tear you shed.

As little voice of your past clings from behind

tells you about wonders you’re unable to find

so the magic slowly dies, the music stops to rhyme

case you’re all alone for the rest of the time.

Magic bond forming tonight

Standing in my room’s dim light

Watching the sky catching a sight

As stars are dancing up there high.

Knowing that special someone is

Just somewhere far away tonight.

Crystal pearls the stars that shine

Across the blueness called skyline

Making every little thing purely fine.

Thinking of him standing so bright

In the peace that’s spread tonight.

Beams lighting the sky in harmony

When owls sing a midnight melody

Late night butterflies dancing only.

Lifting my hand up above to write

Lullabies so he can see them tonight.

Slow wind blowing simply around

Linking our emotions that are found

Making it all feel like a magic bound.

Swinging away with a smile so right

Going to bed finally happy tonight.