Uncertainity

Gloomy, hurting sight within the depth of my feelings and trust,

When love that’s felt and cherished it turns to dust 

And my concealing cry tortures me and tears me simply apart...

So trembling and gracious like it seems some kind of art.

Love inside feels to be remains of all that’s left and lost its shine.

They might falter...and so what cause they are nothing but all mine!

Also my misery shows that the impression of truth is just unkind...

And the magic is present and the beauty makes me taste the blind.

I keep hiding from the voice that is my shattered broken heart’s,

When my soul is yearning more to release emotions of all kinds .

Deep inside I wish to make you hear everything through heart unsaid...

With all the flowing crystal pearls on my cheek that keep me sad.

If only

If only I had the power to turn the wrong to right

If only i could hold you tight

If only my love would have been enough

If only this world was not so tough

If only your heart was able to give you a sign

If only you could still meet mine

If only you would care to change your mind

If only i could leave it all behind

If only my dreams would conquer you in time

If only i could ever see your smile

If only i had wings to fly

If only you could hear my cry

If only you would say i love you one more time

If only i could be  your one and only perfect one

If only it would still be fine

If only it could have never fell apart